Ketika Akhwat Jatuh Cinta

Tak ada yang aneh, mereka juga adalah manusia…
Bukankah cinta adalah fitrah manusia???
Tak pantaskah akhwat jatuh cinta???
Mereka juga punya hati dan rasa…

Tapi tahukah kalian betapa berbedanya mereka saat cinta seorang lelaki menyapa hatinya???
Tak ada senyum bahagia, tak ada rona malu di wajah, tak ada buncah suka di dada…

Namun sebaliknya…
Ketika Akhwat Jatuh Cinta…
Yang mereka rasakan adalah penyesalan yang amat sangat, atas sebuah hijab yang tersingkap…

Ketika lelaki yang tak halal baginya, bergelayut dalam alam fikirannya, yang mereka rasakan adalah ketakutan yang begitu besar akan cinta yang tak suci lagi…

Ketika rasa rindu mulai merekah di hatinya, yang mereka rasakan adalah kesedihan yang tak terperih akan sebuah rasa yang tak semestinya…


Tak ada senyum bahagia, tak ada rona malu…
Yang ada adalah malam-malam yang dipenuhi air mata penyesalan atas cinta-Nya yang ternodai…

Yang ada adalah kegelisahan, karena rasa yang salah arah…
Yang ada adalah penderitaan akan hati yang mulai sakit…

Ketika Akhwat Jatuh Cinta…

Bukan harapan untuk bertemu yang mereka nantikan, tapi yang ada adalah rasa ingin menghindar dan menjauh dari orang tersebut…
Tak ada kata-kata cinta dan rayuan…
Yang ada adalah kekhawatiran yang amat sangat, akan hati yang mulai merindukan lelaki yang belum halal atau bahkan tak akan pernah halal baginya…


Ketika mereka jatuh cinta, maka perhatikanlah,
kegelisahan di hatinya yang tak mampu lagi memberikan ketenangan di wajahnya yang dulu teduh…


Mereka akan terus berusaha mematikan rasa itu bagaimanapun caranya…
Bahkan kendati dia harus menghilang, maka itu pun akan mereka lakukan…

Alangkah kasihannya jika akhwat jatuh cinta…
Karena yang ada adalah penderitaan…


Tapi ukhti…
Bersabarlah…

Jadikan ini ujian dari Rabbmu…

Matikan rasa itu secepatnya…
Pasang tembok pembatas antara kau dan dia…
Pasang duri dalam hatimu, agar rasa itu tak tumbuh bersemai…
Cuci dengan air mata penyesalan akan hijab yang sempat tersingkap…
Putar balik kemudi hatimu, agar rasa itu tetap terarah hanya padaNya…
pupuskan rasa rindu padanya dan kembalikan dalam hatimu rasa rindu akan cinta Rabbmu…

Ukhti… Jangan khawatir kau akan kehilangan cintanya…
Karena bila memang kalian ditakdirkan bersama, maka tak akan ada yang dapat mencegah kalian bersatu…

Tapi ketahuilah, bagaimana pun usaha kalian untuk bersatu, jika Allah tak menghendakinya, maka tak akan pernah kalian bersatu…


Ukhti…
Bersabarlah…
Biarkan Allah yang mengaturnya…
Maka yakinlah…
Semuanya akan baik-baik saja…
Semua Akan Indah Pada Waktunya…

~copied from somewhere long time ago~

Matang

Err da lama rasanya tak menulis apa2(bkn rasa2 lagi mmg hakikat)..Sampai nak buat ayat simple pun da terbelit2..duhh..makin tua gini la jadiknya..huhu..segalanya kian berkurang : ingatan,tahap kesihatan, kecerdasan mental dan fizikal, kepetahan berbicara,ketegangan kulit, berat(hooh menipu kalau makin turun) pendek kata semuanya..hanya satu yg semakin bertambah = usia..YES usia a.k.a umur..

Terlanjur mengetik ni, mau share sebuah hakikat yg rata2 ramai org sudah sedia maklum..pertambahan umur tidak beerti kematangan seseorang itu bertambah seiring umurnya..DAN yg paling menjadi persoalan disini ialah bagaimana seseorang itu boleh dikatakan matang..confirm tiap individu punya definisi sendiri terhadap istilah matang ataupun matured..so tergantung pada individu terbabit mahu menjadi matang di mata sendiri ataupun orang lain.

For example, a girl who lived in a moderate level of economy and the eldest among few siblings will be matured through and through her life ever since she was a kid, a teen and finally adult. She grew up maturely due to her surprising environment. Staying with grandparents who partial the love among other grandchildren(during the day). Deciding something on her own judgement and experience with no help from adults. Listening to babbling and nags patiently and (babbling only not scolding). Observing love and respect towards elders. And so many things that never have been taught at school.

Physically, she is just simply like other girls at her age. Sometimes she looks juvenile due to her appearance and behavior with kids but mentally she IS matured. Everybody (elders) never expect that unless they have a chat with her (practically proven).

Ok that’s it as a brief example.

Seseorang yang matang bukan beerti dia tiada lagi istilah “kebudak-budakan” dalam hidupnya tetapi dia tahu waktu yang tepat untuk menjadi seorang yang matang dan juga bila masanya perlu menjadi kebudak-budakan.

First English Assignment for 1st week of new semester

Dreams, Goals and Resolutions for 2012

“I know you, I walk with you once upon a dream.

I know you the gleam in your eyes is so familiar, a gleam.

Yet I know it’s true, the vision of seldom all they seen.

But if I know you, I know what you’ll do.

You love me at once, the way you did once,

Figure 1 Princess Aurora as a peasant girl

Upon a dream.”

Okay, now stop that song for a while. That is Princess Aurora’s dream, not me. She was a true princess, raised up by three little fairy godmothers as a peasant girl who was dreaming on meeting a prince. Dream is a fantastic magical word. Just put your believe in and let miracle happens! Whoa, it is not that easy for us to achieve our dream unless we put on so much effort on accomplishing our dreams, goals and resolutions.

Figure 2 : A Dream Comes True

Undeniably, each and every person in this whole magical world must have their own awesome dreams. Well, of course including me as well, a juvenile bachelor student. But, frankly speaking I do not believe in dream so much as for me dream is a part of fantasy and day-dreaming and sometimes it does not make sense at all. I do have a dream. Do you want to know about it? I am dreaming on marrying a very gorgeous prince with blue eyes and tall nose and riding a white horse and brown hair and, and… Enough! See, I do not even have an ending to my nonsense dream so how can I achieve it.

Figure 3 : My Prince Charming

As a growing up girl, I replace the dream with resolutions which are more relevant. Entering a new year has made me think a step ahead. 2012 although some might say that this is the time which the world ends as well as apocalypse but for me I have to start a new style and mood of study in order to accomplish my only goal; passes all examinations in MESTECH with flying colours.

I have listed several resolutions to be done based on my previous behavior last year which is NOT GOOD and I indeed need a change. First and foremost, I want to put out my procrastination on completing the tasks given by the lecturers and also always see them in order to upgrade my carry mark. I never submit my task or assignment later than due date, that is a fact to blow my own trumpet before but I always completed at the eleventh hour. Consequently, I have got lesser points for my carry-marks. Served me right! In addition, I will always see the lecturers to upgrade my carry-marks to the highest level according to my abilities.

Besides that, I HAVE to at least skim over the notes or textbook about the coming topic before enter the class by hook or by crook because if I do not try my best to expose myself for the coming topic, I might be blurred and lost during the learning session. This is definitely a total loss. Focusing in class is important to score good CGPA but carry-mark is a part of it too. Certain friends of mine said that my grade is good enough as I have scored more than 3.0 but lesser than 3.5 but for me, it is not that good because I believe I can go further. I can never quit my efforts to increase my grade as better as I can.

To put it laconically, all these words; dreams, goals, hopes and resolutions actually shares the same definition. It depends on people to describe the true meaning and to turn on a new leaf in order to achieve the aims and goals of life. Remember, it is no use to keep changing resolutions years by years if there are no efforts on completing them in a particular time. So, proves your words as action speaks louder than words.

… LOT OF THANKS …