mim..how lucky u r!!

3.45 p.m,CS,

incoming call: New Mim

Mim: surprise!!!fyda,cube ko teka aku kat mane??ko jgn x pecaye aku wat kerja gile nie!!

Fyda: ko jgn ckp ko da sampai Bukit Selambau da!!

Mim: Aku kat Pesta Buku!!hehehehehehe

Fyda:Bukan cakap ritu xley pegi kew??

Mim:Hehe,aku mai dgn abang aku...

Fyda:OMG...jumpe sape??

Mim:Aku jumpe syud..and dy siap sign ! buku utk ang..with P/s-happy belated birthday to Mufidah!!

Fyda: Mim!!!!!!!!Biar benar!!!Ni yang jeles nie...

Mim: Haha..nanti ari ahad aku nk mai lain..Nak jumpa Pingu Toha..

Fyda: Mim,,sungguh aku jeles..xpe la..jgn lupa amik gambr Pingu Toha k!!

Call ended,4.05 p.m

Hoho..sungguh la aku harap gile aku ada dkt KL skrng..n sungguh la I wish yg latihan keta aku bkn 26hb..kalo x..dgn senang hati ja aku da boley bersuka ria dkt kl..Bkn stakat pesta buku,tmpat2x len pon aku nk serbu gak...nak wat mcm mana kalo aku ni jenis suka bejalan kn??

Haila,awatla kat Sp ni xda shooping complex besaq2x cam kt kl tuh..x pon,buh la lrt ka monorel sng la ckit aku nk p jln2x..ni nk tunggu bus berjanggut la..isk3x,x boley jadi ni...cpt la sp ni jd bandar besaq so bley la depa bina shopping mall besaq2..dpt mcm queensbay tu pon jadi la!!

friendship

 it's soo long since i wrote the last post..and..yes,since solihin had complain that it's been like months that i'm not active...so ni la nk cecite nie....

xtaw la nk tles ape dah but since aritu MUET kuar soalan pasal frienship..so i guess that will be the right topic for this post..okay...

THE MOST VALUABLE THING IN LIFE IS FRIENDSHIP...DO YOU AGREE??

oleh itu...once i read the question,confidently i drew a mind map on the points of agreement with the statement..punyala karang sampai 2 muke surat for all 3 points that i have..but, frankly,i don't have really strong points..my only points are:

1. a friend in need is a friend indeed n pndai2x la relate
2. friendship last forever bla3x
3. friendship teach us many thing and make us stronger

punyela ber 'berchenta' merapu berkajang kajang smpai 50 mins..BUT,actually,i don't really happy with my points as i can give stronger points..tp layan jela kn da name pon exam..so,everything pon on the spot la kn..n as well as the fact that i don't write for such a log time and i'm sure i have lost my talent in writing..even my vocab became worse...sabar je la..tula..blaja dulu tyme spm sbb nk exam kn..ni bila da lame2x sume pon lupe ye mufidah??

So,here what is friendship is basically??i'm confused too as friendship is way too general and can be ambiguous.and seriously i don't really get the exact meaning of friendship..it just because some of my friends called it under the name of friendship when two opposite sex get closed and have the very special feeling..or friendship is just the relation between friends??

owh..how i don't know to answer the question...but i'm extremely agree with my 3rd point that friendship makes us stronger if to put myself in the context..i have a lot of friends all over malaysia but some of them are very close to me and some are not..some just fill the friend title just as a name to show that i just know their name.but,i don't really treat them as the real friend is-yea,to share problems etc as i say b4,a friend in need is a friend indeed.but,making friends with a lot of people make me become matured to really know which one is a friend or an enemy!!

in my life,i have many bitter sweet memories of friendship..i had a best friend that i'm closed to since i was 7 until i was 11.we used to sit beside each other in class and we had the same hobbies and interest even same height..but after that,i moved to another school and we lost contact,to be separated for years..and only after years,i met him again the past few months as we are in the same university..but sadly,we can't even have a good conversation and we just don't feel like continuing the friendship all over again..so,here,is this considered as friendship as my 2nd point agree that friendship last forever..and similarly,a had many best friends before but our relationship end to an end when we were separated!!i even know nothing about my used-to-be- best friends..

next, a good friend of mine was once the one i hate the most and we used to backbiting each other and yet we became good friend at last..so,if true that friendship is a valuable thing in my life,i won't take my enemy as my good friend..it will be better to have a relationship with someone that we are happy with since the beginning rather than to have it with our own enemy...

i also made friend with someone when i'm in desperate situation where i really need someone to be beside me..so,here i rather think that i'm not honest to befriend with her as i just need her for my good  and without trust and faith,the true definition of friend..

moreover,i also make friends with people that can get along with me best..that have the same habits,interests,acts etc..if it is true that friendship cares nothing..i will not only find someone which is similar to me to be my friend but the difference will be a perfect criteria as a friend will complete the other friend..

so,it depends on everyone to judge friendship as i don't have the answer scheme for this question..

7 march 2011

haha..here i come again..so, today,7 march 2011 is the day when i turn 19..sweet 19..ahakz... it's really happy to celebrate my birthday but i know that it comes along with a lot of responsibilities and efforts..i really need to be grown up and to really able to decide my future..that's SERIOUS!! haha,here comes the scary parts..i/m afraid that it will not turn up to be like what i wish..and now,i'm waiting for my result..and i'm not sure whether i'm able to graduate from cfs with honour..worst case scenario-just a pass!!uwaa...that is it..huh,so pressure and tense=)urm,WHAT-SO-EVER,i'm ready for anything ahead and i'm ready to rock the world.so,thanks dear friends who always give me supports.I love you all=)

to be or not to be??

surprisingly,here i'm again..spending my time reporting what seems to be happened to me=)huh,bigger burden are on my shoulder-to be or not to be?to do or not to do?to believe or not to believe?to try or not to try?ouch..that questions keep pondering into my mind,even my dream.okay,let me make this CLEAR..i'm joining one usrah under one organization here in UIA.And, this usrah needs a lot of commitments and responsibilities to be taken into account.Yet,recently,we(me and my friends) are a kind forced to be responsible to continue the planning of the seniors to spread the dakwah-to be a da'i.Fortunately,i will be graduating so i'm not going to involve but my friends,they can't say nothing. We join the usrah for the sake of getting better and to improve our knowledge in Islam, thats it,not more and not less. But,we are given the responsibilities to continue the traditon-to conduct MABIT(malam bina iman dan taqwa),ta'lim,iftar jama'e,and others religious program which we even don't care much. And we will be the next da'i???omg-it's a tough thing to do and I'm not ready for it.

To preach others to do good things means that i'm the one who need to change first.How am I going to advice those in tudung labuh and way much better than I am.So,in this case,i'm really dissatisfied and fear to deal with this.But,on the other hand,I want to be a better person and I really want to change myself.I've been reading a lot of Hlovate's novel and I'm influenced with the story.If Minn Edina whom a skater can change 360 and change from free hair to tudung labuh,yet Trisya can be a new Batrisya that have very strong faith in Islam,why not me???So,does it means that it is the turning point of my life?To start changing my style and follow the path that Minn Edina and Batrisya had been through..Owh,that is really hard!!To say something and not to do the thing is consider as practical inconsistency??Do I have to be one??But,to do dakwah and to preach Islam is a saint thing to do..Does it means that if I do dakwah,I will become a better person?Or can't I be a better person if I don't do dakwah??It's confusing and I'm breathless.I can't decide and my mind and my heart are fighting with each other lately dealing with this matter.Okay,this is enough said,I will never talk about it again and hopefully i will have peaceful mind after this...

May Allah leads me to the right path:p

just to show around NILAI...

we do have MCD okay..

haha,our activities in the evening

not so tidy dorm but win the cleanest dorm for last semester..ahaks(big evil laugh)

Dataran Nilai-the trademark!!

one happy family:p

Specially dedicated to those who had never stepped in the province of NILAI... a small town with a lot of warm people..okay,this is a bit fishy!-anyway, no offence guys.huhu,I'm super happy to have a very cool and happy go lucky doormmates and here we are>>

LIFE IS ABOUT RISKS AND IT REQUIRE YOU TO JUMP..

Assalamualaikum...
Hye dear...
I just feel like I want to write something here.
At least to share what I've been through for about 7 month as a college student.
Being a scholar is one of my-dreams-come-true.
I still have a feeling like I was in a fairy tale story which everything will end like happily ever after.
The truth is reality bites.
Being a scholar means you have assess to a higher level which you have to confront a very higher level of expectation especially from your parents, sponsors, lecturer and of course everyone who revolves around you.
Higher expectations from everyone surely gives you a higher burden and stress.
But, its all about life.
If you want something higher, then the risk is higher, its reality, right?
As a JPA scholar, although we have the less expectations from Petronas and also Sime Darby scholars, but still I have to struggle all of my will for a go.
Everything was a brand new for me, the friends, the language and of course the culture shock.
This is the first time I've being taught to be open-minded and really accept all our friend as they were.
They didn't all satisfied us but we could not chose which friends we would like to be close because are only us and them.
I was holding a lot of pressure to purify myself as right as I could as they were doing all things that we doesn't expected.
All of them come from a different background and you should just wish to see they wore what they should wore.
It was really tough to keep on going but I must keep going.
This year, I will sit for my AS exam which must satisfies the qualification.
Well, it really tough but I work my all and I don't wanna be such a cocky student.
I was very small instead of my friend who score so much A's in their SPM.
I was fortunate to be one of them so I must go all out for my future.
The problem is, I did not very sure what my degree is.
SASTERA IKHTISAS was a very large area which I have to pick and also meet my sponsor's requirement.
Yes, it sure really tough but I'm very sure, to work on it is not impossible at all.
I just have to do my best and ALLAH will do the rest.
Always put your trust in ALLAH.
Life is not smiling all the time because sometime we need to cry.
ALLAH knows more.
Therefore, let all the lane and path revolve around you whether it so hard or so easy.
Life is about risks and it require you to jump.
The solution is, don't jump into the wrong point.
Jump as high as you cant and you will get the star that you always wanna pick...
Love you all..
Wassalam...

nagging and nagging

huh..just to update this blog, i'll make up a story about myself and my life as a BEN student..to begin with, i'll be graduating within a month and final exam will start on the 14th but i don't think a'm that prepared for the big EXAM..I hate the fact that this exam will decide whether i'll be graduating with flying colours or just indeed to get a past grade-c or even worst, I need to repeat one more semester.Never ever imagined that okay>> huh,this semester is really burdening with a lot of subjects to focus, society activities that make my life even chaotic, and everything has jumble up.and to face the exam is really scary and I do hope that I can catch up with all my excellence friends from my class. To be truth, to be in English environment to live with it everyday is a tough stuff.Understanding is harder than to be imagined..But, at least I had come to the end and I really wish I'll succeed.And thinking of going to Gombak for degree is much more frightening..I don't even know what to take and i'm undecided aimless girl which no nothing about my future.so now, see- how unorganized my life was..I'm tired too death to think about all this and hopefully i'll manage to settle down very soon.Okay-thats will be such a long story from me..So,enough from me and hope to hear from all of you soon dear friends so that we can share experiences and know the latest information of all of you guys=)